pinku n bear

It time to stop eveything and start working!

2007-04-13T03:14:00.000-07:00

Friday!
I just cancelled all my plans for my next week.
Seems like i've been growing up or some sort?
Started to care about my MYE now.
Wanted to do better as i promised my family.
Didn't wish to disapoint them this time round.
Cos i know that i didn't really did well in school.
Will have to buck up now!
And as for Huilin and Angelin.
Hope they enjoy themselves there.
In fact i think they will! Hahax.
Though i missed this rare chance, i just felt relived.
At least i'm at at ease that i can't do well.
Setting my mind at ease and have a great time studying!
I just don't wish to fail my subjects!

Here's a story for you all:
Once, there lived two fish.
They were both from the Pacific Ocean.
One day, they met each other, and became really great friends.
Both of them had great time in the ocean, they enjoyed the freedom there and their carefree life.
But one day, they saw an old man near the shore.
The two fish were surprised to see him.
To them, the man appeared to be really happy.
And they asked why was he so happy.
As they don't think that both of them had ever been so happy like the man before.
One fish asked: "Sir! May i know what had happened to you that you are just so happy?"
The man just smiled and walked away.
Without the answer, the fish swam sadly back to find his friend.
Through their discussion, they concluded that being a human is the most happiest thing in the world.
The second day, they swam along the shore, and once again.
They saw the man.
They wanted to try their luck again by asking him the question again.
The second fish then swam towards him and said: "Sir! May i know what happiness truly is?"
The man then said: "Happiness... It's a huge word to use. Everyone have their own rule of measurement in hapiness. For example, a little child may even be really happy after recieving a sweet. An artist who had finally completed his piece of art work. Or even when a couple gets together happily ever after and stayed happily ever after. Many people misunderstood the word "happiness", many times, they just think that happiness just can't be so easily found. But actually, happiness is just beside of them but they as don't notice it and take it for granted. It's most probably that when everyone of us try to put down our expectation and not to expect too much from the outcome. Then, we will be able to feel contented. And for me, happiness is really easy. For all the time i live in the world is happiness. Because this are the times when we can experience life and live to the fullest!"
After hearing all this, the fish swam back to his friend. And told him about what the man had actually told him.
After a deep thought, they finally knew that what the thing that they had been doing is called swimming, and being able to lead on such an carefree life is definitely not that easy. And this is what they called hapiness...
If the fish had already found their happiness. Then what about you? Have you found yours?=)

2007-04-03T22:45:00.000-07:00

Today is another beautiful day!
i have been waiting waiting waiting and waiting!
But i don't really know what i'm waiting for and what's the purpose of the wait!
That, i must say i definitely irritating and i'm not behaving like the usual self!
Weird!

Nothing is better than a bed...
When i can start my sleeping hours...
Had most of my time spent in there where you guys were on-lined.
I like the bed where i can think think think just like what pooh did!

i didn't really know what i'm crapping about.
today have got no story to tell.
perhaps going back soon once i had a very interesting story to tell.

A proper post

2007-03-23T03:59:00.000-07:00

2007-03-23T03:44:00.000-07:00

This is the first proper post that i have this year...
i haven't been here for quite a number of months.
Really tried hard to find the new add of your blogs.
I must say that year 3 isn't a very good time for me to enjoy myself.
i have got

a new blog after so long

2006-09-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

Well, seems to be a close up of everything now...
But never will i care about what so ever you people said lah...
To me, that's what i wanted things to be, and you know you can't stop me.
I knew that you aren't happy about what i did.
I cried, not because that you guys hate me or what...
But i'm sad to know that.... Well, just don't know how to explain.
Furthermore, i felt so far away from everyone, preHAPS, each other has their own point of veiw towards things...
Hax, everything seems to be over? never will i know lah...
But, yea.... this's it...
Ermm,
school seems to be over, never complete my words will continue when i get home if i remember.
you don't have to comment anything cos all this are for me to express myself without you!

Horray! Exams... Nah, anymore...

2006-05-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

At last, i had finally completed my last paper today!
hahahahax...
Anyway, it's not goin' to be any better...
The results... Hahax.
Get it?
Okae.... Get back to it, i completed my paper.
AND THAT'S THAT!
Nothing else...
Hmm... The first thing i did after my last paper...
I went out... With Ange, Jiali, Peilin, Huilin...
Thought of goin' to City Link, Marina and Suntec...
But, decided to go Heeren in the end...
Was out there under the sun...
Rushin' away...
Huilin said i'm too rashed and fast...
She can't catch up with me...
Hahax... Maybe i'm too worked up...
And they told me to relax...
Went there loiterin' decided to find some food.
As i had nothing ever since this mornin'...
And my stomach is lik grumblin' and rumblin'...
hahax... Went all the way from 1st storey to the 4th or 5th to find food...
I suggested Sakae, but they don't want...
They wanted Billy Bombers'... But i don't...
Hahax... Then jiali and me suddenly thought of N.Y.D.C...
Wahahahax... Went all the way down to find it...
At last... Settled there...
Ate 1 whole portion of mushroom and bacon baked rice...
I was like a fat woman, cos the rest were like sharin' food...
Ugh... Can't help it right? Cos i was hungry ma...
heex... The food... Not bad lah, i could say...=)
After that went to cineleisure...
To take the neos... Babah...
Walk all along, then decided to go Takashimaya...
On the way out, huilin they all saw the Famous amos cookie shop...
So decided to buy it... The don't know what double chocolate cookie or what so ever lax...
Heex... Then jiali took her purse out to look for money.
Found out that she can't find her ez link card...
Was ransackin' the whole bag... But to no avail...
I checked her purse, but can't find.
In the end huilin checked her purse again...
and... We found it there... Who's fault? Mine?=)
Hahax... Then went to Taka...
Went to the art level there...
So many cute stuffs... and found the winnie the pooh stamp...
Feel like buyin' but was like so expensive.
And they said it was useless... Bababah...
So didn't buy in the end...
Was like already 3 when they decided to go to Far East...
Was so lazy to walk there...
So jiali and me decided to stay on...
Heex... We went to shops...
Decided to go home le, cos i was damn tired after everything...
So went down basement to buy some snacks...
And i ate like a pig... With cream and crispe on my face...
And jiali laughed at me...
Fine... I won't mind...
And came home... Now... Drop dead at home...
Ugh... Tired, got to help my mum now...
else she's goin' to complain again...
i really missed the fun with you guys...

At first...

i called you names.
i shouted at you.
i never liked you.

Ever since i knew you...

i took you for granted.
i never appreciate you.
i blamed you over things.

But for now, things may changed...

i promised to treasure you as my best.
Your friendship for me is never enough to draw my attention closer...
Cos... You have already been sticked to my heart...

mummy's back...

2006-04-23T04:47:00.000-07:00

Yippee...
My mum was just back to singapore!
how great to see my mum back here with me.
But my poor sister will have to be all alone again without anyone by her side...
Mum, told me that sis cried when sending mum off to the flight.
But, i really envy her, to be there all alone in a totally strange country.
The only thing great was that, those branded stuff were so damn cheap.
mum bought a lot of clothes and what so ever...
just cant be bother about her. cos she bought a lot of chocolates...
which i was busy dealting with... eating them, and comparing the taste.
sis will be back to singapore in this june holiday for a few weeks.
hmm, do hope that she will be back with some addidas products that i asked her to buy...
But... that will only depends on my results. oh, bother!
may i be blessed to scored high results.
tink wouldn't be here too often cos will be having exams...
will be busy preparing it ba...
most porbably, will be back here after the examx?
hax, let's see...
aniwae, c ya guys=)

What is this thing called love?

2006-04-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

Love is something indefinable. It is a mystery. What we know is that, it's a kind of feeling. You either have the feeling or you don't. You can't cheat yourself on that. Most of the time, we can tell the feeling clearly and quickly. But something special is that. Thought you may not notice the feeling for each other. But after sometimes being together and of getting to know each other better. Things may change, which means, you may start to grow to like that person. This are things that you never know. True? People decribed it as chemical reaction or even electrification. You are attracted to a person and you seems to have lost control of yourself. The persom you love is always on your mind., you'll miss her so much when you did not see her. There is other who also desbribed it as the sweet feeling or the drunken stupor. Love can be sweet, bitter or even sour.
According to the Greco-Roman mythology, the god of love Cupid is a naughty little child. He shoots arrows at people randomly. A person who's shot by Cupid will fall in love with the next person he or she sees. Cupid has two kind of arrows. Thopose who are shoot by the golden arrow will have sweet loe. Those who are shoot by the bronze arrow will have bitter love. Which suite what we people says, love, that is beyond of our control. The feeling we have for the person sometimes is quite subjective.
And in Chinese mythology, the god of love is Yuelao or yuexialaoren. [ The man under the moon.] According to the legend, each of us in the human world is represented by a clay figurine. Yuelao matches the clay figurines in pairs with a red string. The two persons tied up by the same red string are destined to become husband and wife. But people also asked, why are there wrong matches? If marriage is predestined, how come there are so many unhappy couples and so many divorce? As it rains sometimes, the clay figurine melt and the red string disconnected. So some of the red string may not have been properly tied.
Does the difference in the mythology of love tells you about the difference in Western and Eastern conceptions of love?

What is the meaning of life excatly?

2006-04-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

People set themselves different goals in life, what do these goals bring about in the end? Nothing, really, it seems, nothing. Even if we may set our goals in life, they all will come to nothing in the end. Is it because that we are lack of a final goal in our life? As children, we went to school to equip ourselves with skills and knowledge so that we could become independent by earning a living. But once we start to work and earn money, we don't really add anything new to our lives. We are working to earn more or simply just to survive. For those who are materialistic, they would definately find a satifactory to their succeed of gaining material rather that anything else. Others, they may think that having good results in things you do is the meaningful thing trhat keeps you going and passing through all stages of maturing. All these seems to be leading to nowhere. They are not important values. That's why people find lifes to be so meaningless. And it's really true that many people struggle hard to maintain their standard of living. I really doubt if it will lead them to anywhere in particular. But one may find life valuable within life itself. For example, finding someone you love and having a more fulfilling career eventually. Yeah, i do agree it when you talks about within human lives. But does human life has or has no meaning? Want to what a human life can lead as a whole, the ultimate purpose of life by itself, the point of human existance.

saturdae was indeed fun=)

2006-04-17T00:51:00.000-07:00

i woke up merely early this morning, about 6plus... Though was later then normal school days. It's of no much difference... It really like dropping dead, but just can't help it, i'll still have to come to school! At last, i reach the school bus stop, was quite a peaceful morning with my sleepy eyes. But then, heard this someone shouting and screaming away like mad. Runnig about as though someone is coming after her life. I think you should know who that is right? Heex=) Speaking the obvoius, it's Angelin... Angel, please pardon me to say that, hahahax=)
And know what, i'm awaken by this. Was hopping to enter by the school side gate, but it's not opened, and jiali kept laughing at me for my stupidity cos she already had reminded me of that before. Well, fine... Everyone was meeting at the concourse when we reach... Quite a lot f people wore the wrong attire. Jeans, colourful pant and socks etc...
Board on the bus. Was sitting with peilin, the both of us were pretty quiet cos did'nt know why, i suddenly don't have the mood to chat...
Reach our destination, to my surprised... That lim chu kang beach was really a horrible place to go. Files, mosquitoes, insects of great varieties, plastic wappers, and many other more. You can imagine what type of place is that when you can even see torn mudded shoes, batteries and all other weird stuffs to be found above your imagination. Smells that mades you vomits... We even put on those cream and all sorts to prevent those insects to bite us. Hax, what an wonderful experiences indeed!
On our way back, both peilin and me were so busy taking photos of ourselves... I'm so crazy about photos suddenly and kept on taking pictures... Got back to school... Did some reflection, was so damn boring can... Took a few pictures on our class.
Went to the toilet to change over. While walking to the mcdonald with everyone, we had a fun time. The boys were acting gansters and tried to beat people up. Stupid lox...
Mr kang went to the mcdonald and find us. Had a little chat with us and he went home bax... After having breakfast at big mc. Me, ange, and jiali went to take bus to jurong east interchange as we wanted to go to city link... Silly me, asked a question. "Do you think it's possible for us to meet into HIM?" Ange and jiali sort of thinking that it's impossible bax...
But, mind you!!! MIRACLES sometimes do happened. Indeed, i saw him there sitting with his friend seems like waiting for the others... I'm so damn happy can!
Was at raffles city, went into this addidas shop and found a v nice handphone strap... Then went on walking. Decided to have ice cream... Angel thought of going to haagen daz, but i don't wish to cos the atmosphere there isn't what i wanted much. So we went to Gelare cafe... Ordered waffle with cookie n creme ice cream and passion fruit tea. It was so nice, and indeed, i enjoyed the atmosphere there. Cos i could watch everyone who passed by me from there... The foot step of those people makes me feel so good and relaxing! After eating, we went chatting about. After that, we went to the book shop which is just located beside of the cafe. Went in there, got some nice, insteresting books to read on. Go walk walk again... Went marina square, espanade... Were all having a great time with everyone's compenion... Oh, when i'm at this puma shop. i mistood the men boxer as ladies sport pants... Hahahax, was so embarrassed, thus, i quickly grabbed angel's hand and went out of the shop! Tims seems to fast pretty fast, in a bink of my eyes, it's already 5plus. So decided to look for some pasta restaurants... But, find none to our likings. So, went back to raffles city to have Subway. But, what so idiotic is that, when we went over to queue. That auntie said that we'll have to wait for another ten mintues for another tray of bread. What? This is the frist time i heard that a fast food restaurant would tell ask to come back again as they had no more bread supply. Wth... Was so fed up with it... After the third trip to the counter, i finally got my food... Went chatting and gossipping away again. Behave like auntie don't you think so? hax=)
Took train home. Thinking about the difference between East Coast Park and Lim Chu Kang beach. If i can really call that place a beach??? Heaven and earth, Paradise and hell... Whatsoever, angelin went to my house and we two had a chat about many things, but can't even remember one le... Aniwae, that was my day... Quite fun together with my frens=)

oh... Little mermaid, under the sea.

2006-04-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

Got to this really a nice, funny and merry song during my one of this project in my group... Which really can cheer you up when you are really down right moody! This song makes me to realise that we had actually all grown to big kids now. Times really flies... For this is one of the song i hear in my childhood that i really like! Do hope that it will cheer you up too! =)

The seaweeed is always greener. In somebody else's lake. You dream about going up there. But that is a big mistake.
Just look at the world around you. Right here on the ocean floor. Such wonderful things surround you. What more is you looking for?
Under the sea, under the sea. Darling it's better down where it's wetter. Take it from me. Up on the shore they work all day. Out in the sun they slave away.While we devoting full time to floating. Under the sea.
Down here all the fish is happy. As off through the waves they roll. The fish on the land aint happy. They sad' cause they in the bowl.
But fish in the bowl is lucky. They are in for worse fate. One day when the boss get hungry.
Guess who's gon'be on the plate.
Under the sea, under the sea. Nobody beat us, fry us. And eat us in fricassee. We what the land folks loves to cook. Under the sea we off the hook. We got no troubles, like is the bubbles.
Under the sea, under the sea. Under the sea, under the sea. Since life is sweet here. We got the beat here naturally. Even the sturgeon and the ray. They get the urge "n" start to play.
We got the spirit, you got to hear it. Under the sea.
Carp play the harp. The plaice play the. The newt play the flute. The bass. And they sounding sharp. The bass play the brass. The chub play the tub. The flake is the duke of soul. The ray he can play. The lings on the strings. The trout rocking out. The black fish she sings. The smelt and the sprat. They know where it's at. And oh, that blowfish blow.
Under the sea, under the sea. Under the sea, under the sea. When the sardine begin the begunie. It's music to me. What do they got, a lot of sand. We got a hot crustaceuan band.
Each little clam here. Know how to jam here. Under the sea. Each little slug here. Cutting a rag here. Under the sea.
Each little snail here. Know how to wail here. That's why it's hotter. Under the water. Ya, we in luck here. Down in the muck here. Under the sea.

I LOVE HIM>>> What's so wrong with that?

2006-04-09T05:51:00.000-07:00

i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him...
and i just love him...
what's the promblem here? can anyone tell me?
i just merely said it that i liked him... what so wrong to bwe straigh forward? though i know he didnt even know me and what's more don't like me...
whatever that is you said... i'll just continue to like him... that's the much i could do... you understand? i doubt you do lox... whatever that is, you think i cared? i wun even care a least bit of it. as it's just too tiring to carry the burden alone... i'm brave enough to said...

people said:
Where ever you go, whatever you do. i'll be just here waiting for you. Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks. i'll be right here waiting for you...
how so true?

bein alone aint much to my deserises...

i'm suffering from depression. but i'm here still kicking alive. you thimk i care you care? i just would care. i just need those who care about me to know... it's notink, tiknx stil goes wel fer i tink.

everidae of mine is hapi daes unlik yours...

Saturdae

2006-04-09T04:40:00.000-07:00

Was coping in the house for long... Since morning to afternoon... Watching the tv all day, hopping to go out and let out myself freely... Hahax... Indeed, peilin called me in the afternoon and asked if i want to out cycling or not. Of cos i agreed, unfortunately, it started raining oncce i stepped out of my house... But, we still went there, heading to huilin's house...
went there to dry up...
then go cycle... As usual, huilin zai me. Was pretty, fun... ha=) tinking of penguin while riding... so happy... came back home at about ten... then go bathe and watched night show, damn nice man, cos i like the male lead there... wateva ta is...
dad pestering me to iron my clothes le, so... c ya guys...=)
gtg...

Love can really be true if you use your heart to feel it...

2006-04-09T04:15:00.000-07:00

The next day...
Zayye: "Joe, i'm really happy to know that you actually like me as much as i do... But, I'll be leaving for US next week for further study."
Though Joe was really sad, she putted up a false front so that Zayye would stop worrying for her.
Joe: "Study abroad? That's great... You should really go."
In Joe's thought, "It would be a very good chance to develop his talent." Thus, Joe did not want their relations matter to break it...
After their conversation, Joe left the cafe without even saying a good bye, as she likes Zayye too much, too afraid that another word she said to him will cause her to disrupt her thought of giving up Zayye...
Days passed...
Both Zayye and Joe had not met for a long time...
It was just the day before Zayye leave for US. Thus, Joe decided to call him for the last time. As she just didn't bear to let him go without even saying goodbye.
Zayye: "Joe, is that you?"
Joe: "Yaupe... It's me..."
Just like that, they both chatted for really long about their passed, what Zayye will be doing there and what will become the two of them after ten years...
JOe was really contented just to cjat with Zayye over the phone. She wish that the time would just stop from this very moment so that they will be able to chat on forever... It was already six, Joe knew that Zayye will have to go to the airport to check in just as wish to stay very much... Joe knew that that would happen, thus, she decided to hang up the phone.
Zayye: "Wait! Joe... Will you be missing me?"
Joe: "Yes, of course... Definitely very much."
She then hang up the phone...

So, readers, do let your imagination run wild once more to find out what actually happened it the story...
fairy teddy...
bleesings...=)

Love can really be true if you use your heart to feel it...

2006-04-07T01:10:00.000-07:00

I sudden thought of this romantic yet untrue story before i slept yesterdae... Quite like the story line as it was pretty interesting for i think... Was this "Fairy Mother" who wrote this "Fairy tale". But it's the thought that counts for writing i'm right?

Both Zayye and Joe were buddy and classmates since primary school... They always shares their secrets, happiness and sorrows... Thus they enjoyed each other company very much...
Years passed... They were already in junior high now. Affection thus, start to grow day by day... Both of them knew that they like each other very much. Thus, Joe decided to tell Zayye about how she feel towards him. Upon knowing that, Zayye was really happy! But... It was all too late. Zayye will be leaving Singapore to US for further study in a week time. But he did'nt know how to tell Joe about it as he did'nt want to see her getting hurt. After thinking for 5mintues, Zayye decided to let her know the next day. So, they both decided to meet at the cafe near their house...

story to be continued...
let your imagination to run wild and think of what will happen next?...
=)
fairy teddy...

What do they really mean by a true friend?

2006-04-04T04:55:00.000-07:00

Well... A true friend... Ermm, basically what i meant by true friends are those who support you in whatever you do... They will always motivate you to a higher level of success. Encourage you to do things that you may not be really good in... Be kind to you and cheer you up whenever you are in a bad mood... Advice you on the things you did wrongly, correct your actions to a more preference way... Just love being and staying with you... Brighten your days and liven up you... Keep you close at heart... Love you in the way you are UNCONDITIONALLY... Make you ease whenver you see... Make a difference in your life...
[This are just some of the opnions suggested by me, myself...]

Well, suddenly get into this as we were having this assembly programm to create awareness on international friendship day... But... Tell you what... I don't really have such a good friend... To me FRIENDSHIP this words is preety far away for me to reach... But to some, it may differs if you have many TRUE friends...

Most of my friends aint true to me. They just happily gave me empty promises and take no responsibility in their own words and actions... That's what i don't like! Do they know that by giving empty promises to someone that highly regarded it, they will break the person's heart and hurt their feelings too. Friends like this are only "casualS". Silly me, once thought that everybody will treat each and everyone nicely. But not all of them did that... Isn't it sad to say?

a story to share...

2006-04-04T04:36:00.000-07:00

Over heard this nice little story... Thought of sharing it with you guys. It's really nice with a moral behind of it.

One cold night, a police was out to patrol the street. Not long before he came to a dark alley... Where lied a drunken man. He immediately spotted that he's the famous rich man! Thus, he decided to send him back home... Half- unconcious, the rich man didn't bother much... After a 5minutes walk, the police said...
Police: "Sir, you have reach your house."
Rich man: "My home? No... i don't have a home."
Police (surprised... pointed out to the big villa) : "Then what's that?"
Rich man: "That's just a place where lived... Without a family or anybody to love, care or
concern. I'm just a loner without a proper accomodation..."

Moral of the story is... :
With that... The police finally understand that not even rich people are happy as wealth can't give us everything in life. More importantly, we know that wealth can't buy true happiness... Though poor may not be wealthy, we can also lead a very happy and joyous life that others would longed for...

Love you pain mi...?

2006-04-03T03:34:00.000-07:00

This my favourite line...
I do love you... Not just because of your beauty...
[Some sort of being translanted from chinese... Know it?]
Just this line alone makes me set thinking for a long while...

There it goes... :

Love you...
Not just because of your beauty...
I do love you more and more each day.
Every glance of your eyes lies a great impact on my heart.
Cos you make me to realise that my love for you can lead like a wind...
So light and care-free...
And also to treasure all the days in future.
When you Breath under my ear,
i felt blessed,
as it will gently melt my sorrows.
I would really wish to use my whole life just to love you alone...
From now on...
You will be all the reasons behind my happiness.
Love...
Is a game of beauty and perfection.
I felt ease whenever i hold you tight in my arms just to feel your warmth.
But i just can't state any reasons why i like you,
it's my heart that makes me feel so and leads me to you...

[a moment of thought by me... Like it?]

wat's al ta fuss bout?

2006-04-03T02:53:00.000-07:00

How can people get mature? Is there any way out there? Or perhaps the fairy mother can help... Don't you think so too? Hahax=) Pretty lame i know... But, does it matters? i don't think so... Right? Cos, i do belive in this fairy mother who's always by our side... Using all her mights just to protect us and prevent us from getting hurt... Did you noticed this someone out there? If not... I do think that there will definately be this person there... Just be patient and wait for "it" to appear... TRUST YASELF... Cos i belive that this world partised love, care and concern... How exactly people can be more mature and also stay still on their own rigid opnion... Can you tell?But why don't the people does so... They always change their flow of thinking... Which made others so confused... It would be hard too for friends to communicate too... It really bother that much that my head almost burst... Pretty worried about not being mature enough... But... Strictly no physical and mentally attack; cirtises... As it hurts people's feeling... Please understand that...

mondae...

2006-04-03T01:24:00.000-07:00

ta's de nother typical schdae fer mi...
did tinkx in ta sam old usual wae...
[which oso bother mi som tims... y must i do ta sam tinkx everidae?]
but i jus dun seem to find out ta ans since nw...
wateva ta is...
s if u care rite?
hax=)
ermm...
ntink change much xcept my sch timtable...
ugh...
first lesson was eng...
was so damn borin de...
cos was doin tis piece of stupid summary...
den sci leeson...
jus s we noe...
gt tis nw sci tcher...
n i didnt seem to understand him much either...
was quite borin...
tas wat i cld sae...
heex...
nt used to him...
stil prefer ta prevoius one better...
aniwae, ta's de matter of fact...
fact ta sci tcher had been changed...
gtta xccept tis fact n quickly adapt to ta nw "nvironment"...
eeell...
wel... dun feel lik saein ani further on sch dae matters...
cos mi myself is alrd damn bore man...
aft sch...
i've gt tis reali interestin to share...
i'm so proud of my cls...
to tink ta we r so kpo n real enthus...
we AL went to todaes M.P...
n mr kang was a bit of shock to c ta WHOLE cls ther...
quite cute hoh? our cls...
quite fun xcept ta it was pretti hot under ta scorchin sun...
n wat's mor is ta those boys actuali immitate hw edwin walked n do ta sam s him!
my god...
it's so damn terrible man...
everione laugh lik mad too...
den went hom wif huilin n jiali...
decid to go 7 eleven...
tot of spendin 5buckx fer ta winnie the pooh badges.
but in the end no...
jus bought drinkx n went to ta busstp...
weep... so poor tink... no winnie the pooh fer mi... =(
hax...
den board bus n cam back hom...
wher i'm exactly here... in front of ta comp... aft a bath...
haizx... hw relax i'm...=)
btw, gtta end here le...
c ya guyx...

sundae...

2006-04-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

So borin...
tis hole wkend is lik hell to mi...
i jus cnt help yawnin ta wae from dae to nite...
n strangeli...
notink seems to insterest mi...
even ta tv...
though watchin it,
it oso didnt seem to insterest mi much...
fer u noe...
i'm owae keen nj veri much engross in watchin tv...
strange...
most probabli...
i wasnt in ta rite mood...
didnt reali go aniwher...
jus went to kah yee's hse to do som project...
wif grace, nwe nwe, jie xin, jing yi, wan xin n of cos kah yee...
early in ta mornin ytd...
was so damn slpy lox...
n didnt even ate my breakfast...
so went ova to ta shop outsid ta busstp to buy a sandwich...
did ta stupid project fer quite lng...
den went hom bout 2...
met glen in ta bus... etc...
wat annoyeed mi is ta...
i didnt actuali went out wif frens to pae...
none were free ba...
stuck at hom todae too...
mum's stil at states to accompany my sis...
so borin,
though didnt reali lik her naggin when she's at hom...
but when she's at hom...
i didnt hav to b som bore,
n she'l tak mi to do som shoppin n cok fer mi...
haixz...
oso duno reali noe when she com back...=(
poor mi...

30th march...

2006-03-30T03:13:00.000-08:00

hey...
was here again...
i dint hav much to do...
n i felt reali sian jus to b here alone waitin fer tim to pass on...
loks lik som stupot edioo...
rite?
hahax...=)
btw, didnt reali wana open my mouth to scold.
blame it on ta tim, it jus goes so slowly ta i've ntink to do...
thus dicided to scold so s to let tim to pass faster...
heex...
bad arh?
nah, in fact tis ppl may need som of my PRECIOUS ADVICE TOO...
aint i rite?
n tel u tis i may b gd to ya...
n wun sae ani bad remarks...
but, dun eva try to climb ova my head or tak mi fer granted...
OR i'l mak u pay doubly ta price...
gt tis CLEAR n SCANNED it into ya brain...
noe mi hu's llik ta...
jus a strand of my hair lost,
u wil gt it from mi...
i mean wat i sae...
trust mi...
aniwae,
felt quite relax aft ta piece of my mind...
cn finalli gt a gd rest...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
opps...
nah nah nah...
omost fergt to check if i hav ani HW 1st...
ai ya...
sian la...

Tuesdae

2006-03-28T05:04:00.000-08:00

Hahahahaxd=)
Angel went netball todae wif mi leh!
surprisingly, she joined us and is nt wif ta sec1
and she did quite wel!
hop ta she cn continue to join mi.
n nt quit half wae...
hax...=)

2006-03-27T00:20:00.000-08:00

sch staRTS AGAIN...
gt to sch wif slpy eyes...
den when sch ends...
i'm so hapi=)
angel cam my hse...
den we cook fook tgt...
hax...
noe wat?
i cn reali cook
while angel...
she dosent even noe wat's ta difference btween onoin n gralic...
hax=)
den we eat tgt...
n somtink happened!
...
hax...
we both eat lik pigs...
n nw...
she went to slp at my hse sofa...
while i was here wif ta comp...
ritin somtink bad bout her!
hahahahahax=)
hush...
shhh...
dun tel her!
or i'l b dead!

sundae...

2006-03-27T00:16:00.000-08:00

went to JB early yin ta mornin at 6...
to cementary to pray fer my grandmother...
had lunch wif my family n relatives den cam back to spore...
reach at 1...
knew ta EY was ther in ta library...
so i asked angel to pei mi go c him...
heex...
n we did saw him lox...
hax.
so hapi=)

saturdae

2006-03-26T23:55:00.000-08:00

Was bout to go fer cycling tis aftnoon...
but...
jl sudenly cnt go...
so, tot of cancellin it...
hw sad...
but...
i havnt sae finished yet...
late aftnoon, pl called...
n saed ta we cn go cyclin nw...
yaeppie....
i tok bus wif ta stupid angelin...
n den i duno y she's owaes late...
she mak mi wait fer so lng...
n i reali feelin lik cursin n swearin her!!!
den we reach le...
ta leslie hoh... was ther cyclin...
saw us n ignore us...
den went al ta wae from hl's hse to boonlay ther...
ta stupid creepy old place to repair those bikes...
ta tink is ta, ther's a mama shop...
n i bought my orange n chocolate bun n apple juice...
but...
i duno hw to cycle...
hw?
den pl long bang mi...
so scary...
i omost fal dwn...
den in te end...
hl long bang mi...
so gd lox...
cos she so steady n was reali fast...
so damn shuai n cool man...
so fun som mor...
den on our wae to eat...
i saw sombody ta lok lik pinku...
den i ask hl to chiong...
hahax=)
n i did saw him...
heex... so hapi...
when we were at mc, mi n pl n angel felt so hot.
u noe y?
cos hl n l was jus bsid of us...
so heartwarmin rite...
ugh...
aft eatin...
we went ridin ta bike...
s usual, hl carry mi. on ta bike...
hahax...
went to ta park, n we had a wild tim ther...
den gt to cheers at lakesid ther,
buy drinks den go hl hse to tok...
den alvin came to fetch mi, angel n pl...
sent pl hom n ta three of us went clementi to eat roti prata...
ta alvin fergt rto bring money...
n i had to help him pay.
hax...
den went haagen daz...
had a fun tim eatin ice cream...
den sent angel hom...
den alvin sent mi hom...
saw my watch, n it was alreadi 12plus...
so went back n watch tv...
slp at 3plus...
ta end...
i did noe ta i described til veri stupidli...
so...
pls...
pardon mi...

hax=)

2006-03-15T22:31:00.000-08:00

Was stil in ta CPA lab...
& yippe!
i completd al my task...
thus, i was here...
i didnt saw pinku todae...
haixz...
though i noe he was in sch...
aniwae...
i shldnt b metionin him al ta tim rite?

Heex=)

2006-03-15T16:20:00.000-08:00

yeah!
2nd dae of ta stupid IT workshop le...
wish ta it wil end soon...
but, it jus started...
hax...
noe wat...
tis holidae isnt ta fun either...
rottin at hom...
is wat al i did...
no fun, no ntertainment...
it terribly bores mi!
hop to go out fer fun...
but ta holidae is gona end pretti soon.
haizx=(
sian la!
aniwae... i mayb busy tinkin of my xiong n pinku le...
ey r owaes ta best...
gota go...
susie...=)

i'm so sad

2006-03-14T17:46:00.000-08:00

i'm so sad...
but nvm...
i cn stil tink of my pinku...
baby penguin...
rite?
hahax...
nw at sch fer nrichment course...
so borin lox...
ermm, jie xin hoh sittin bsid of mi, wan xin den kah yee...
den jus nw jx kips bullyin wan xin den stil cal her tan chi po...
hahahaha.
laugh lik mad sia...=)
feel lik slpin le...
gtta stay here til sickenin 6!
fer i tink...
my baby penguin is stil ta best!

heex=)

2006-02-26T23:09:00.000-08:00

heex...
my wound had healed...
but...
ther's tis stupid scar ther...
eeell...
ta's wat i hate!
a scar!
wat shld i do to gt rid of ta stupid line on my hand?
tel mi pls?

2006-02-12T03:48:00.000-08:00

heex...
lng tim no rite here le...
hahax=)
ermm...
i jus gt cutdurin dnt lesson...
so pain... hahax...
but healed le...

hey=) i feelin much better le...

2006-02-05T23:55:00.000-08:00

hax...
tankx fer consolin mi...
i reali appreciater fer al ta u hav done fer mi...
smiles travels to u from mi=)

a bad feelin... =(

2006-02-05T03:23:00.000-08:00

i'M troubled...
reali...
i reali hate to b in tis situation...
REALI... I"M SICK of it...
it's cam across my mind oli ytd...
it was jus lik an nitemare...
ta i cld owaes rmb...
he told mi tis...
tinks ta i'm so hapi to hear...
but nt from his mouth...
ta i cld oli tink ta it was rubbish...
totali absurb...
i hate it...
i reali need somone to care n love mi...
cld it b him...
but...
wher is tis him?
u al may tink ta i'm saein bout either pinku n xiao xiong...
but...
tis tim...
no...
it's nt! =(
fer nw ta i cn oli tink is a much practical wae rather that to continue to tink bout em...
fer i had no love matters...
wat i cld cherish nw is...
my frenship...
bein wif ya al... my frens...
rite?
hahax=)
at least...
aft ritin al tis...
i felt much better le... =)
cheers... =)

2006-02-02T19:23:00.000-08:00

he cam to sch...
but...
didnt gt to c him...=(
cos i went hom le...
haixz...
so SAD...
lastly,
i wana sae ta...
I LOVE BEAR N PINKU!=)

2006-02-02T19:14:00.000-08:00

bear...
hahax... =)
wher r u nw?
i hav nt seen ya fer mths...
ms u so...
haizx...
he was ther in sch...
but i didnt gt a chance to c him...
haizx...
cos i went back hom le...=(
so sad...
nw...
sick...
terribly SICK!
havin a fever jus ytd...
nt havin a gd tim...
so SICK...
damn sian...
cousins comin later to my hse...
stil needa entertain em...
borin!=(
lastly...
wana sae ta...
SUSIE LOVES PINKU N BEAR...=)
hahax...
end my crap here lex...

2006-02-02T19:05:00.000-08:00

ta was reali a bad dae fer mi...
haixz=(
firstli, i gt pai seh by my fren (nt actuali but she gt band...)
sencondli, gt scolded n accused by frenx
thirtli, gt "attack" . a idiot gal push mi n made my hair so...
MESSY...
n i was so ngry bout ta...
stupid...
hahax...
aniwae, feelin much better nw...
at least i gt a smile on my face nw=)
though, misfortune falls on mi...
hop to c pinku leh...
tis hole wk nv c him...
n i dun noe y i kip fergtin to c him...
though i noe ta ta was ta oli chance per dae...
haixz=(
xian dian liao le...

2006-02-02T03:39:00.000-08:00

sad...
i jus cnt gt close to pinku...
haizx... =(
hw i wish ta i cld c him everidae...
i wun mind even it's far out...
i jus wana lok at him...
ta's it...
n i wun ask fer mor...
cld i?
possibly?

2006-02-01T20:23:00.000-08:00

heex =0