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Sunday, April 23, 2006

mummy's back...

Yippee...
My mum was just back to singapore!
how great to see my mum back here with me.
But my poor sister will have to be all alone again without anyone by her side...
Mum, told me that sis cried when sending mum off to the flight.
But, i really envy her, to be there all alone in a totally strange country.
The only thing great was that, those branded stuff were so damn cheap.
mum bought a lot of clothes and what so ever...
just cant be bother about her. cos she bought a lot of chocolates...
which i was busy dealting with... eating them, and comparing the taste.
sis will be back to singapore in this june holiday for a few weeks.
hmm, do hope that she will be back with some addidas products that i asked her to buy...
But... that will only depends on my results. oh, bother!
may i be blessed to scored high results.
tink wouldn't be here too often cos will be having exams...
will be busy preparing it ba...
most porbably, will be back here after the examx?
hax, let's see...
aniwae, c ya guys=)

POOH BEAR;
4:47 AM

Monday, April 17, 2006

What is this thing called love?

Love is something indefinable. It is a mystery. What we know is that, it's a kind of feeling. You either have the feeling or you don't. You can't cheat yourself on that. Most of the time, we can tell the feeling clearly and quickly. But something special is that. Thought you may not notice the feeling for each other. But after sometimes being together and of getting to know each other better. Things may change, which means, you may start to grow to like that person. This are things that you never know. True? People decribed it as chemical reaction or even electrification. You are attracted to a person and you seems to have lost control of yourself. The persom you love is always on your mind., you'll miss her so much when you did not see her. There is other who also desbribed it as the sweet feeling or the drunken stupor. Love can be sweet, bitter or even sour.
According to the Greco-Roman mythology, the god of love Cupid is a naughty little child. He shoots arrows at people randomly. A person who's shot by Cupid will fall in love with the next person he or she sees. Cupid has two kind of arrows. Thopose who are shoot by the golden arrow will have sweet loe. Those who are shoot by the bronze arrow will have bitter love. Which suite what we people says, love, that is beyond of our control. The feeling we have for the person sometimes is quite subjective.
And in Chinese mythology, the god of love is Yuelao or yuexialaoren. [ The man under the moon.] According to the legend, each of us in the human world is represented by a clay figurine. Yuelao matches the clay figurines in pairs with a red string. The two persons tied up by the same red string are destined to become husband and wife. But people also asked, why are there wrong matches? If marriage is predestined, how come there are so many unhappy couples and so many divorce? As it rains sometimes, the clay figurine melt and the red string disconnected. So some of the red string may not have been properly tied.
Does the difference in the mythology of love tells you about the difference in Western and Eastern conceptions of love?

POOH BEAR;
3:37 AM

What is the meaning of life excatly?

People set themselves different goals in life, what do these goals bring about in the end? Nothing, really, it seems, nothing. Even if we may set our goals in life, they all will come to nothing in the end. Is it because that we are lack of a final goal in our life? As children, we went to school to equip ourselves with skills and knowledge so that we could become independent by earning a living. But once we start to work and earn money, we don't really add anything new to our lives. We are working to earn more or simply just to survive. For those who are materialistic, they would definately find a satifactory to their succeed of gaining material rather that anything else. Others, they may think that having good results in things you do is the meaningful thing trhat keeps you going and passing through all stages of maturing. All these seems to be leading to nowhere. They are not important values. That's why people find lifes to be so meaningless. And it's really true that many people struggle hard to maintain their standard of living. I really doubt if it will lead them to anywhere in particular. But one may find life valuable within life itself. For example, finding someone you love and having a more fulfilling career eventually. Yeah, i do agree it when you talks about within human lives. But does human life has or has no meaning? Want to what a human life can lead as a whole, the ultimate purpose of life by itself, the point of human existance.

POOH BEAR;
3:05 AM

saturdae was indeed fun=)

i woke up merely early this morning, about 6plus... Though was later then normal school days. It's of no much difference... It really like dropping dead, but just can't help it, i'll still have to come to school! At last, i reach the school bus stop, was quite a peaceful morning with my sleepy eyes. But then, heard this someone shouting and screaming away like mad. Runnig about as though someone is coming after her life. I think you should know who that is right? Heex=) Speaking the obvoius, it's Angelin... Angel, please pardon me to say that, hahahax=)
And know what, i'm awaken by this. Was hopping to enter by the school side gate, but it's not opened, and jiali kept laughing at me for my stupidity cos she already had reminded me of that before. Well, fine... Everyone was meeting at the concourse when we reach... Quite a lot f people wore the wrong attire. Jeans, colourful pant and socks etc...
Board on the bus. Was sitting with peilin, the both of us were pretty quiet cos did'nt know why, i suddenly don't have the mood to chat...
Reach our destination, to my surprised... That lim chu kang beach was really a horrible place to go. Files, mosquitoes, insects of great varieties, plastic wappers, and many other more. You can imagine what type of place is that when you can even see torn mudded shoes, batteries and all other weird stuffs to be found above your imagination. Smells that mades you vomits... We even put on those cream and all sorts to prevent those insects to bite us. Hax, what an wonderful experiences indeed!
On our way back, both peilin and me were so busy taking photos of ourselves... I'm so crazy about photos suddenly and kept on taking pictures... Got back to school... Did some reflection, was so damn boring can... Took a few pictures on our class.
Went to the toilet to change over. While walking to the mcdonald with everyone, we had a fun time. The boys were acting gansters and tried to beat people up. Stupid lox...
Mr kang went to the mcdonald and find us. Had a little chat with us and he went home bax... After having breakfast at big mc. Me, ange, and jiali went to take bus to jurong east interchange as we wanted to go to city link... Silly me, asked a question. "Do you think it's possible for us to meet into HIM?" Ange and jiali sort of thinking that it's impossible bax...
But, mind you!!! MIRACLES sometimes do happened. Indeed, i saw him there sitting with his friend seems like waiting for the others... I'm so damn happy can!
Was at raffles city, went into this addidas shop and found a v nice handphone strap... Then went on walking. Decided to have ice cream... Angel thought of going to haagen daz, but i don't wish to cos the atmosphere there isn't what i wanted much. So we went to Gelare cafe... Ordered waffle with cookie n creme ice cream and passion fruit tea. It was so nice, and indeed, i enjoyed the atmosphere there. Cos i could watch everyone who passed by me from there... The foot step of those people makes me feel so good and relaxing! After eating, we went chatting about. After that, we went to the book shop which is just located beside of the cafe. Went in there, got some nice, insteresting books to read on. Go walk walk again... Went marina square, espanade... Were all having a great time with everyone's compenion... Oh, when i'm at this puma shop. i mistood the men boxer as ladies sport pants... Hahahax, was so embarrassed, thus, i quickly grabbed angel's hand and went out of the shop! Tims seems to fast pretty fast, in a bink of my eyes, it's already 5plus. So decided to look for some pasta restaurants... But, find none to our likings. So, went back to raffles city to have Subway. But, what so idiotic is that, when we went over to queue. That auntie said that we'll have to wait for another ten mintues for another tray of bread. What? This is the frist time i heard that a fast food restaurant would tell ask to come back again as they had no more bread supply. Wth... Was so fed up with it... After the third trip to the counter, i finally got my food... Went chatting and gossipping away again. Behave like auntie don't you think so? hax=)
Took train home. Thinking about the difference between East Coast Park and Lim Chu Kang beach. If i can really call that place a beach??? Heaven and earth, Paradise and hell... Whatsoever, angelin went to my house and we two had a chat about many things, but can't even remember one le... Aniwae, that was my day... Quite fun together with my frens=)

POOH BEAR;
12:51 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

oh... Little mermaid, under the sea.

Got to this really a nice, funny and merry song during my one of this project in my group... Which really can cheer you up when you are really down right moody! This song makes me to realise that we had actually all grown to big kids now. Times really flies... For this is one of the song i hear in my childhood that i really like! Do hope that it will cheer you up too! =)

The seaweeed is always greener. In somebody else's lake. You dream about going up there. But that is a big mistake.
Just look at the world around you. Right here on the ocean floor. Such wonderful things surround you. What more is you looking for?
Under the sea, under the sea. Darling it's better down where it's wetter. Take it from me. Up on the shore they work all day. Out in the sun they slave away.While we devoting full time to floating. Under the sea.
Down here all the fish is happy. As off through the waves they roll. The fish on the land aint happy. They sad' cause they in the bowl.
But fish in the bowl is lucky. They are in for worse fate. One day when the boss get hungry.
Guess who's gon'be on the plate.
Under the sea, under the sea. Nobody beat us, fry us. And eat us in fricassee. We what the land folks loves to cook. Under the sea we off the hook. We got no troubles, like is the bubbles.
Under the sea, under the sea. Under the sea, under the sea. Since life is sweet here. We got the beat here naturally. Even the sturgeon and the ray. They get the urge "n" start to play.
We got the spirit, you got to hear it. Under the sea.
Carp play the harp. The plaice play the. The newt play the flute. The bass. And they sounding sharp. The bass play the brass. The chub play the tub. The flake is the duke of soul. The ray he can play. The lings on the strings. The trout rocking out. The black fish she sings. The smelt and the sprat. They know where it's at. And oh, that blowfish blow.
Under the sea, under the sea. Under the sea, under the sea. When the sardine begin the begunie. It's music to me. What do they got, a lot of sand. We got a hot crustaceuan band.
Each little clam here. Know how to jam here. Under the sea. Each little slug here. Cutting a rag here. Under the sea.
Each little snail here. Know how to wail here. That's why it's hotter. Under the water. Ya, we in luck here. Down in the muck here. Under the sea.

POOH BEAR;
2:33 AM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

I LOVE HIM>>> What's so wrong with that?

i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him... i love him...
and i just love him...
what's the promblem here? can anyone tell me?
i just merely said it that i liked him... what so wrong to bwe straigh forward? though i know he didnt even know me and what's more don't like me...
whatever that is you said... i'll just continue to like him... that's the much i could do... you understand? i doubt you do lox... whatever that is, you think i cared? i wun even care a least bit of it. as it's just too tiring to carry the burden alone... i'm brave enough to said...

people said:
Where ever you go, whatever you do. i'll be just here waiting for you. Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks. i'll be right here waiting for you...
how so true?

bein alone aint much to my deserises...

i'm suffering from depression. but i'm here still kicking alive. you thimk i care you care? i just would care. i just need those who care about me to know... it's notink, tiknx stil goes wel fer i tink.

everidae of mine is hapi daes unlik yours...

POOH BEAR;
5:51 AM

Saturdae

Was coping in the house for long... Since morning to afternoon... Watching the tv all day, hopping to go out and let out myself freely... Hahax... Indeed, peilin called me in the afternoon and asked if i want to out cycling or not. Of cos i agreed, unfortunately, it started raining oncce i stepped out of my house... But, we still went there, heading to huilin's house...
went there to dry up...
then go cycle... As usual, huilin zai me. Was pretty, fun... ha=) tinking of penguin while riding... so happy... came back home at about ten... then go bathe and watched night show, damn nice man, cos i like the male lead there... wateva ta is...
dad pestering me to iron my clothes le, so... c ya guys...=)
gtg...

POOH BEAR;
4:40 AM

Love can really be true if you use your heart to feel it...

The next day...
Zayye: "Joe, i'm really happy to know that you actually like me as much as i do... But, I'll be leaving for US next week for further study."
Though Joe was really sad, she putted up a false front so that Zayye would stop worrying for her.
Joe: "Study abroad? That's great... You should really go."
In Joe's thought, "It would be a very good chance to develop his talent." Thus, Joe did not want their relations matter to break it...
After their conversation, Joe left the cafe without even saying a good bye, as she likes Zayye too much, too afraid that another word she said to him will cause her to disrupt her thought of giving up Zayye...
Days passed...
Both Zayye and Joe had not met for a long time...
It was just the day before Zayye leave for US. Thus, Joe decided to call him for the last time. As she just didn't bear to let him go without even saying goodbye.
Zayye: "Joe, is that you?"
Joe: "Yaupe... It's me..."
Just like that, they both chatted for really long about their passed, what Zayye will be doing there and what will become the two of them after ten years...
JOe was really contented just to cjat with Zayye over the phone. She wish that the time would just stop from this very moment so that they will be able to chat on forever... It was already six, Joe knew that Zayye will have to go to the airport to check in just as wish to stay very much... Joe knew that that would happen, thus, she decided to hang up the phone.
Zayye: "Wait! Joe... Will you be missing me?"
Joe: "Yes, of course... Definitely very much."
She then hang up the phone...

So, readers, do let your imagination run wild once more to find out what actually happened it the story...
fairy teddy...
bleesings...=)

POOH BEAR;
4:15 AM

Friday, April 07, 2006

Love can really be true if you use your heart to feel it...

I sudden thought of this romantic yet untrue story before i slept yesterdae... Quite like the story line as it was pretty interesting for i think... Was this "Fairy Mother" who wrote this "Fairy tale". But it's the thought that counts for writing i'm right?

Both Zayye and Joe were buddy and classmates since primary school... They always shares their secrets, happiness and sorrows... Thus they enjoyed each other company very much...
Years passed... They were already in junior high now. Affection thus, start to grow day by day... Both of them knew that they like each other very much. Thus, Joe decided to tell Zayye about how she feel towards him. Upon knowing that, Zayye was really happy! But... It was all too late. Zayye will be leaving Singapore to US for further study in a week time. But he did'nt know how to tell Joe about it as he did'nt want to see her getting hurt. After thinking for 5mintues, Zayye decided to let her know the next day. So, they both decided to meet at the cafe near their house...

story to be continued...
let your imagination to run wild and think of what will happen next?...
=)
fairy teddy...

POOH BEAR;
1:10 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

What do they really mean by a true friend?

Well... A true friend... Ermm, basically what i meant by true friends are those who support you in whatever you do... They will always motivate you to a higher level of success. Encourage you to do things that you may not be really good in... Be kind to you and cheer you up whenever you are in a bad mood... Advice you on the things you did wrongly, correct your actions to a more preference way... Just love being and staying with you... Brighten your days and liven up you... Keep you close at heart... Love you in the way you are UNCONDITIONALLY... Make you ease whenver you see... Make a difference in your life...
[This are just some of the opnions suggested by me, myself...]

Well, suddenly get into this as we were having this assembly programm to create awareness on international friendship day... But... Tell you what... I don't really have such a good friend... To me FRIENDSHIP this words is preety far away for me to reach... But to some, it may differs if you have many TRUE friends...

Most of my friends aint true to me. They just happily gave me empty promises and take no responsibility in their own words and actions... That's what i don't like! Do they know that by giving empty promises to someone that highly regarded it, they will break the person's heart and hurt their feelings too. Friends like this are only "casualS". Silly me, once thought that everybody will treat each and everyone nicely. But not all of them did that... Isn't it sad to say?

POOH BEAR;
4:55 AM

a story to share...

Over heard this nice little story... Thought of sharing it with you guys. It's really nice with a moral behind of it.

One cold night, a police was out to patrol the street. Not long before he came to a dark alley... Where lied a drunken man. He immediately spotted that he's the famous rich man! Thus, he decided to send him back home... Half- unconcious, the rich man didn't bother much... After a 5minutes walk, the police said...
Police: "Sir, you have reach your house."
Rich man: "My home? No... i don't have a home."
Police (surprised... pointed out to the big villa) : "Then what's that?"
Rich man: "That's just a place where lived... Without a family or anybody to love, care or
concern. I'm just a loner without a proper accomodation..."

Moral of the story is... :
With that... The police finally understand that not even rich people are happy as wealth can't give us everything in life. More importantly, we know that wealth can't buy true happiness... Though poor may not be wealthy, we can also lead a very happy and joyous life that others would longed for...

POOH BEAR;
4:36 AM

Monday, April 03, 2006

Love you pain mi...?

This my favourite line...
I do love you... Not just because of your beauty...
[Some sort of being translanted from chinese... Know it?]
Just this line alone makes me set thinking for a long while...

There it goes... :

Love you...
Not just because of your beauty...
I do love you more and more each day.
Every glance of your eyes lies a great impact on my heart.
Cos you make me to realise that my love for you can lead like a wind...
So light and care-free...
And also to treasure all the days in future.
When you Breath under my ear,
i felt blessed,
as it will gently melt my sorrows.
I would really wish to use my whole life just to love you alone...
From now on...
You will be all the reasons behind my happiness.
Love...
Is a game of beauty and perfection.
I felt ease whenever i hold you tight in my arms just to feel your warmth.
But i just can't state any reasons why i like you,
it's my heart that makes me feel so and leads me to you...

[a moment of thought by me... Like it?]

POOH BEAR;
3:34 AM

wat's al ta fuss bout?

How can people get mature? Is there any way out there? Or perhaps the fairy mother can help... Don't you think so too? Hahax=) Pretty lame i know... But, does it matters? i don't think so... Right? Cos, i do belive in this fairy mother who's always by our side... Using all her mights just to protect us and prevent us from getting hurt... Did you noticed this someone out there? If not... I do think that there will definately be this person there... Just be patient and wait for "it" to appear... TRUST YASELF... Cos i belive that this world partised love, care and concern... How exactly people can be more mature and also stay still on their own rigid opnion... Can you tell?But why don't the people does so... They always change their flow of thinking... Which made others so confused... It would be hard too for friends to communicate too... It really bother that much that my head almost burst... Pretty worried about not being mature enough... But... Strictly no physical and mentally attack; cirtises... As it hurts people's feeling... Please understand that...

POOH BEAR;
2:53 AM

mondae...

ta's de nother typical schdae fer mi...
did tinkx in ta sam old usual wae...
[which oso bother mi som tims... y must i do ta sam tinkx everidae?]
but i jus dun seem to find out ta ans since nw...
wateva ta is...
s if u care rite?
hax=)
ermm...
ntink change much xcept my sch timtable...
ugh...
first lesson was eng...
was so damn borin de...
cos was doin tis piece of stupid summary...
den sci leeson...
jus s we noe...
gt tis nw sci tcher...
n i didnt seem to understand him much either...
was quite borin...
tas wat i cld sae...
heex...
nt used to him...
stil prefer ta prevoius one better...
aniwae, ta's de matter of fact...
fact ta sci tcher had been changed...
gtta xccept tis fact n quickly adapt to ta nw "nvironment"...
eeell...
wel... dun feel lik saein ani further on sch dae matters...
cos mi myself is alrd damn bore man...
aft sch...
i've gt tis reali interestin to share...
i'm so proud of my cls...
to tink ta we r so kpo n real enthus...
we AL went to todaes M.P...
n mr kang was a bit of shock to c ta WHOLE cls ther...
quite cute hoh? our cls...
quite fun xcept ta it was pretti hot under ta scorchin sun...
n wat's mor is ta those boys actuali immitate hw edwin walked n do ta sam s him!
my god...
it's so damn terrible man...
everione laugh lik mad too...
den went hom wif huilin n jiali...
decid to go 7 eleven...
tot of spendin 5buckx fer ta winnie the pooh badges.
but in the end no...
jus bought drinkx n went to ta busstp...
weep... so poor tink... no winnie the pooh fer mi... =(
hax...
den board bus n cam back hom...
wher i'm exactly here... in front of ta comp... aft a bath...
haizx... hw relax i'm...=)
btw, gtta end here le...
c ya guyx...

POOH BEAR;
1:24 AM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

sundae...

So borin...
tis hole wkend is lik hell to mi...
i jus cnt help yawnin ta wae from dae to nite...
n strangeli...
notink seems to insterest mi...
even ta tv...
though watchin it,
it oso didnt seem to insterest mi much...
fer u noe...
i'm owae keen nj veri much engross in watchin tv...
strange...
most probabli...
i wasnt in ta rite mood...
didnt reali go aniwher...
jus went to kah yee's hse to do som project...
wif grace, nwe nwe, jie xin, jing yi, wan xin n of cos kah yee...
early in ta mornin ytd...
was so damn slpy lox...
n didnt even ate my breakfast...
so went ova to ta shop outsid ta busstp to buy a sandwich...
did ta stupid project fer quite lng...
den went hom bout 2...
met glen in ta bus... etc...
wat annoyeed mi is ta...
i didnt actuali went out wif frens to pae...
none were free ba...
stuck at hom todae too...
mum's stil at states to accompany my sis...
so borin,
though didnt reali lik her naggin when she's at hom...
but when she's at hom...
i didnt hav to b som bore,
n she'l tak mi to do som shoppin n cok fer mi...
haixz...
oso duno reali noe when she com back...=(
poor mi...

POOH BEAR;
5:32 AM